"Let me clarify that I've had good times on the internet and have met wonderful people! "But" this poem was me brain-storming on how the internet occasionally hurts us more than helps us. Read it if you want but don't let it depress you! It was simply written when my mind was in a dark place."
"Online I'm your monster when you want it like a slut!
I'm your debonair vampire or frisky werewolf when
you want it deep up the butt!
You judge me as "dirty".
Yet when you have needs
you like me flirty!
Oh God,what have "we" become?
Married or single, fabricating
lies and virtual fantasies, we're
incomplete and practically scum!
In real life I'm shy.
A really "nice guy"!
But "sometimes" the inner fire ignites my lust!
So I log in sex chat and play out kinks
that leave me ashamed after the cum flows
with the last thrust!
No one seems to want to "know" the me behind the mask.
After that moment of release I'm left alone,drinking my own
tears from a flask!
We are selfish,existing only to pleasure ourselves.
Narcissitic demons,neurotic furries, and attention whoring elves!
I'm sure a part of you is beautiful,kind,and sweet.
But despite being connected by words and wires
we are separated by fear and distance thus will never meet!
We are happy when comments give us praise.
Yet if someone disagrees or steps out of line
we'll dox,slander and there will be HELL to raise!
Ruining lives over misunderstandings,politics, and memes.
A network full of deception,angst,and half baked schemes.
We all make mistakes and we all tell white lies.
But better I draw attention towards you so the mob
doesn't find my hidden cellar door with their pitchforks,
torches and accusatory eyes!
We don't forget and we don't forgive!
Yet if redemption is so impossible why even try
to fucking live?!
Curse the machine and curse dopamine addictions!
More and more incomplete people with fatal afflictions!
What is loooove? What is haaaaate?
We're so infantile we cannot even fathom such meanings or articulate!"