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nightsavior
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Painter's confession (NSFW)

Posted by nightsavior - June 18th, 2020


Monsters at home inside my soul

Monsters thrash and moan,I pay their toll.


You knew me when I was young and pure......

I've since done things I regret,of my intentions I'm unsure........


They come for me in the fog and rain......

Manifestations of lust and pain.......

Truly, it's myself I disdain.......


Everything so good "inside you"

You were always so sweet and demure.........

So kind to me but you are no longer here.......


Did you become one with the river?

Your touch so cold, I shiver...........

Did you become one with the flame?

Was it at you they cast their blame?


After you disappeared was it you I painted?

I wanted to be so deep inside you,my thoughts fevered and tainted......


Am I just an old man to you now as you stay forever young?

Am I just a leper on borrowed time, a corpse upon the pile to be flung?


Do you reach to me now to brush the last tears from my eyes.........

Oh Alessa, do you still see me as the shy boy whom none the less rested between your thighs......


Some may desecrate my body as a heretic for wanting you as mine......

It's true I'm a sinner yet to me you were no witch but rather an angel divine.....  


I saw you as a savior and a saint before they revised their religion to make you the mother of their deity.

Within the temple of my heart may you forever be strengthened and nurtured by my peity.....





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